I'm too mad to even cry. I'm just going to type everything out.

My hands are shaking.

"I was just playing around."
"I don't want to see you again."
"I'm disgusted."
"Who are you to me anyway?"

LIKE FUCK I BELIEVE YOU.

Please stop doing this to yourself. You're cutting yourself deeper and deeper.
I saw it. You said "Sorry but forgive me." before all of that bullshit.

Why won't you just fucking listen to me?


I can't stop shaking.

[/edit: Thanks to all that helped me through this. <3
Shing, Rebecca, Grace, Kenny, Kim, Alex, Annie and Denise. :)]